Moving on, I'll just tell you guys I do want to make YouTube videos, but I'm picky about the quality of my videos. You can even call me a perfectionist in that sense. I want to get a tripod for my camera to film! Also, maybe a backdrop because the background is too bland for my taste. I don't know how I'm going to DIY my own stand, but I'll try to make it work somehow! I just want one to drape the fabric I'll purchase for the background. Nothing too fancy. I'm not sure what I'll be doing about the lighting. Everything is just a vague idea as of now, but one I want to pursue. I like to do things that would fit my own taste and give a glimpse of who I am as an individual -slightly vain, optimistic, blunt, and apparently a perfectionist too *sarcasm intended*. That would be the reason my previous videos are deleted because the quality of them were just bad. Don't get me wrong, I like videos that are more laid back by a lot of beauty gurus, but I don't think it works for me too much. I don't have the air not power for it. Often at times, I ponder how will I do a tutorial if I can't see myself. I hope you guys can support me! I mean it would be cool if you could, you know?! Hopefully it works out.
Red X - object aka me
Grey rounded rectangle - a possible table
Triangles - lights
Circle - Camera+Tripod
This is so far what I envision for it.
What I want for my birthday:
- Tripod for my camera
- Nude plateform
- Black Mary Jane styled heels
- Taupe wedges
- Light coat for summer
- Coach, Madison Leather double-zip accordion zip wallet in brass parahment
- Louis Vuitton, zippy wallet in pomme
- Coach, Madison patent small wristlet in B4/orchid
- Coach, Madison leather flap carryall in black/silver
Typical girl things, mostly.
Most likely I won't receive all of them, but a select few and that's fine too. I'm a happy camper both ways. I just like making wish lists as to organize my thoughts and lay out a small plan.
Yes, yes it's just too sunny here for my preference. Thus, I hide from the sun. Applying sunscreen often is redundant and I'm lazy. So... hiding it is with a jacket!